summa summa summa time

its all a lil bit strange...

2005-09-08T04:01:33Z

at the end of the day, im gonna say wat i mean. ~ this time around…

you kno its weird, I wrote this and even I get confused, not really…

here goes...

you know that her friend is tellin her how much better she is than you, thats a taste of friendship. and bawlin in the Ford, using Dunks napkins to wipe my eyes dry, knowing all to well that the comfort of Puffs tissues are in the back. the light in the mirror reflects the face in such a way that i cant stop watching the tears, ~the eyes turn a stronger green when i cry~ it'll only shows what i want to see, it's perfect. fitting only the hazel eyes, cherry nose, hair, the top and the very tip of the bottom lip. the cheeks show a softer shade of blush now, that is not exactly artificial. the eyes water just enough to wash away the mascara, but not enough to destroy the curl that it gives them. its getting cold, and morning is slowly reaching its golden fingers on to the horizon to bring out the inevitability of another life. the feeling is dampening and not sure that it'll be ok, but i've gotta get out of here before my car starts to fog... the neighbors might talk...

the italicized and underline writing is my fave.

You might not understand it, but I wish someone would.

So this semester is gonna be interesting…

I want to stretch my singing abilities, and learn all there is to kno

I want people to love my voice!! lol

So the theatre class Im taking is so much more involved than I thought it would be. But im hopeful about the idea of me growing as a person of theatre. ~I think that makes sence~ hahaha!

Cause this time could mean good~bye

As I wind down to a conclusion, remember this… love ya lots… <3

mest_up9923 @ 2005-07-21T14:00:00

2005-07-21T17:59:39Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	gIna
Birthday:	09-09-85
Birthplace:	lowell, ma
Current Location:	chelmsford
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5' 6
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	eugh, who knos?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	flip flops
Your Weakness:	jealousy
Your Fears:	dying, love, and ya kno life in general
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheeeeese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	sing better... :)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol jkjk
Thoughts First Waking Up:	turn off that damn radio
Your Best Physical Feature:	ha, yea right... i guess ... no w/e next question
Your Bedtime:	dont have one
Your Most Missed Memory:	i was watching an old family tape and i was at the park and i acutally said "i love you" to my dad
Pepsi or Coke:	diet pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mac d's
Single or Group Dates:	fuck it all
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	diet lipton green tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	hot coca
Do you Smoke:	nope
Do you Swear:	um yea
Do you Sing:	LAAA!! of course...
Do you Shower Daily:	yep
Have you Been in Love:	yep
Do you want to go to College:	yep, im in college
Do you want to get Married:	~sigh~
Do you belive in yourself:	ha!
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nope
Do you think you are Attractive:	nope
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	nope
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	my voice?
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	last night
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	ew, no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	yep
Ever been Drunk:	yep
Ever been called a Tease:	nope
Ever been Beaten up:	physically, or emotionally?
Ever Shoplifted:	eh, kinda
How do you want to Die:	never!
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	older
What country would you most like to Visit:	ireland`
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green, but it doesnt matter
Favourite Hair Color:	eugh, dont have one
Short or Long Hair:	at least shorter than mine
Height:
Weight:
Best Clothing Style:	not see through lol
Number of Drugs I have taken:	0
Number of CDs I own:	i've lost count.... a lot
Number of Piercings:	ears and cartilige
Number of Tattoos:	none yet!... but i gots to get me some money, and me and tommy are gonna get it done! hahaha!
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	being a coward
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

the longest most pointless trip ...ever...

2005-07-19T03:02:48Z

so i went to the cape today... and wat an interesting trip that was!

my grandfather has a cottage for about 3 weeks and i went with my aunt and uncle, which is a friggen trip in itself. the 3 hour drive which was filled with bickering and petty arguments that only kids 20 and under should be having. And they are well in their 40's! so we get to his house and its cute... nothing to exciting and there she is! this old lady that is just there and not a part of my family... its almost as if she is part of a higher class of people er something. its just akward. and the lil petty fights just continue and its just weird...

oh well... i wont hafta do that again...

i mean i feel like shit to begin with... so why not some variety of shitiness?.... blah

wats goin on in your head!?

2005-07-11T01:01:43Z

so it was an interesting week... lets do a day-by-day.... or lets not...

beginning of the week... feeling- akward... bcaz we brought someone only one of us knew.... but after she said more than 2 words, she was easy to get along with. the stupid tarp meg brought was the size of a friggen football field... and the neighbors laughed... and then they helped us... after they got it up, it didnt look too bad... but then it rained and we cut huge holes in the tarp bcaz the water was making puddles, and it refused to run off the tarp. my sister came up the second day with her friend derek... FUCKING DICK!! ahem... yeah i dont like him very much... if ya couldnt tell already. wont go into details... she brought some drinks up and we had some fun... good times... then the fourth... wasnt too exciting... we saw some fireworks... and i taped them... pointless! caz they are boring to watch and you kno youre gonna see fireworks some other time in your life. but i def had to pee real bad... and then there were these guys who looked like they were gonna kill each other... scary, was the mood.... lol that was funny, i'm funny.... hahaha! britt! youre THE funniest!... and sooooo where was i?.... yes the next day OMG.... i dont remember!.... but i kno meg nearly killed up when she stopped short to see the moose... which i could tape... and it was fun...... Mer- its a kangaroo on a horse!..... oh yea... :) oooooooooooooooooooooooooooookie dokie...
the hills were alive with the sound of music and Mexico smelled terrible... ew... and Maine has the smallest waiting rooms for the emergency room... ya we went there on a rainy day...and then Wal-Mart... they are friendly up there... lol... okk enuf of that ... i'm getting tired of typing to no one... bye...

wat is love?

2005-06-24T03:21:07Z

you cant force love.... how do you force love? i dont understand....
should love just come naturally?.... is it something you have to work towards?
why does it have to be superficial?.... i can be so superficial
why can't i take this whole LJ thing lightly?
why am i always writing about this stupid love thing!?
caz i guess i dont have a good enough reason to cry about love...
i haven't ever been in love....
but isn't that a good enough reason?
i want to love and be loved

my sister makes fun of me... she calls me a dumb bitch...
she thinks i hang out at MB too much
and maybe i do....
i've made some pretty good friends there

i miss my gurls.... :) in about a week i will be unreachable... not that anyone else would want to just chat anyway
but i will be with some of the greatest people in the world.
and i mean that soooo much.... i love them!
and i am so sure that we will have a blast in Maine
even if there is drama....u kno poeple cant live w/out a lil drama....
maybe there will be sides.... maybe it will be peaceful....
but whatever it is.... it will be a week to remember.... i love you guys

mest_up9923 @ 2005-06-14T22:39:00

2005-06-15T02:37:46Z

Bored... so bored in fact that i checked out Nysnc.com.... omg how sad... and i couldn't even get into the website caz my computer is so fucking slow... err! and now i got the old old BSB playing on my cd player... i'm so fucking bored and pissed and argh... just dont even ask... ...

arghhhhh! im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo blah...
yeah...... i didnt want to go swimming anyways.... but thats not why i'm all argh..... i just feel like crap... its just one of those days.

my hand is killing me... its itchy... and it hurts... and my nose is runny... and so are my eyes!

God .... i am so done with this

tired, angry, frustrated, mad, and depressed i guess....

2005-06-15T01:42:26Z

"WHAT IS IT ABOUT LOVE THAT MAKES US SO STUPID?"

its not even love either! its just life in general.

so lily said that i dont write enuf about my gurls... so here goes...

the other week was def a nifty fun week.... even thou we had noooo money... nights at Roberts Field were def interesting... :)
ergh,.... every time i want to write some funny shit that happened i always forget..... until like the next day... i hate it!

Under the Tuscan Sun.... its one of those movies.
Never loose your childish enthusiasim...
i like to think i've always had it... and i dont think it'll ever leave!

but life has a way of goin good, then the minute u close your eyes... all u got is the back of your eye lids....darkness...

wat is it about love that makes us so stupid?

i want to go to italy....

Sloopy Frickendunkin

2005-06-10T05:29:34Z

sooooooooooo!.... followed by a deep sigh.... the last week,

filled with one gradutaion, one arrival of a grandfather, uncle drama, and a whole bunch of hanging out with friends!.... wait i have no friends...shit! hahaha jkjk
so i just got back from the beach tonite with niko and tommy, good times at hampton beach, and many more to come! but maybe no drives through Lawrence.... please?... that would be just FANTASTIC!! lol

ok i'm back... just got some pinapples for a snack... NOT!! hahaa! fuck him... fuck him up his stupid ass! heh

i got frosted flakes instead... loser...

ok for those who didnt understand that... disregard it!

lindsey reading cosmo in the booth to me and Deryl is by far one of the most funniest moments in MB history!
and it ends with cereal? of all things? CEREAL!? ahahahaha!

If you leave me now you’ll take away the biggest part of me

No baby please don’t go

And if you leave me now the take away the very heart of me

I just want you to stay

A love like ours is love that’s hard to find

How could we let it slip away?

We’ve come to far to leave it all behind

How could we end it all this way?

Tomorrow comes and we’ll both be glad

The things we said today…

I love that song!!!!! It’s on my A Lot Like Love soundtrack…. GOOD ONE!!! Lol … L…. But J

Man, I gots sand allll over me! Stupid Niko…. Lol …

I just feel like shit…

the fact that some one can just throw me aside like that

how?

“It’s not me just to wear it on my sleeve, count on that for sure”

As much as I kno he’s not worth it…

It might have been worth it…

It wasn’t.

But the thing that hurts the most,

Is that I cry over it.

Its not fair.

we're not gonna live forever! and we'll never kno till we try...

2005-05-28T18:58:35Z

I HATE THIS!!!! the minute you finish your LJ entry you do something stupid to delete it!!!!!~ eh

So I was writing about dinner last night w/ a FEW of the MB kids… Kyle, Sue, Kary, Lauren, Nick and Deryl. (deryl, Spoken w/ a lil attitude….*) but it was finally fun. And just that I feel that I have to apologize to the 9’s for everyone’s behavior.

That was a paragraph in a nut shell….. and the rest is this…

*I hate being a bitch to deryl… but… eh~

And the rest …..i cant remember... I hate that….

And we're not gonna live forever

Can you tell me is it now or never

I'm not gonna make up your mind

I don't wanna live without you

And I don't wanna live a lie

We'll never know till we try

Yeah we'll never know till we try

I have Lifehouse on the brain.

I have to switch a Saturday 4-cl w/ someone… cause its Joey’s graduation… J

But other than that, this week is solely devoted to friends!!!!! Yeah!!

Takin Craig’s (and everyone else’s) advice and I’m not gonna chase some guy. I’m gonna spend more time w/ my friends instead of just being all depressed by myself… J

“I loved you more than you’ll ever kno

Part of me died when I let you go” ß no more of that!!! For now…

i am addicted to love.... and it hurts!

2005-05-25T03:29:37Z

so i love love..... but it hurts..... but i'm not sure i kno wat love is!... i think i have a good idea

the whole thing is done.... i screwed it up... caz i freaked out... thinking about things too much can be bad...

but i guess i need to think for myself, and stop looking to other people to give me the answer

i need to trust my own judgement....

its just that

another day has almost come and gone, i cant imagine wat else could go wrong?....
sometime i need to hide away somewhere and lock the door...
tomoro's another day
and i'm thirsty anyway
so bring on the rain
it's almost like the hard time circle round a couple drops then they all start comin down
so bring on the rain...

yea im talkin bout the whole love thing... but i'll tell ya...
My friends are the greatest people in the world...
and i love them and they love me!!!! lol
and thats awesome.... :)

but baby don't wait till its too late... these are the days

time to study!

2005-05-11T13:55:17Z

why is it when i have something important to finish i always end up writing in my livejournal.... i need to do a powerpoint prezintation and finish it in an hour.... it'll get done... and then i dont have to go to that class ever again!!! woooo hooo! my computer apps. class kinda sucked, we bought this $200 book and used it twice... wats the point! errrr oh well, i'll just return it.

so 2nite i'm goin to the hockey game.... and it really dont want to... well, its not that i dont want to, but i just dont have the energy rite now, maybe later i'll feel different. hopefully... anyway... this is my day off i've been workin since last thursday, every night. not that bad but i have a lot of stuff i should be doin instead like studing... oopps... its almost over... last day is friday and then i got like one final, the rest are take home stuff. which i am sooooooooooooo thankful for.... lol, which reminds me, history...i gotta do that one.... lol... im likin the new U2 song.... anyone? i recorded some of the song on my phone...yeah i can do that! isnt it nifty!?

omg the other day when i was closing w/ vaughn on sunday, greg came in the booth at the end of the night to check all that stuff and he's lookin around in the lost and found drawer... omg i thought i had a heart attack... he found my watch... i didnt even kno i lost it... lol

i'm really sick of ignoring deryl.... just something..... i miss tellin him all the annoying things people do and we just laugh at it, its stupid and im stupid and this is so childish, but i dont kno wat to do. bcz i dont think he thinks of it as a big deal... but it is to me...
i'm thinking about it too much....

im hungry.... cheez~its.... yum

this guy is annoying

2005-05-06T14:21:27Z

so this whole "waiting for class" thing is very over-rated, and it needs to stop... lol
im just so inncredibly bored, i really should be doing some homework, and being all responsible .... yeeeah

so anyway, interesting convo last night w/ dairy man joe... lol i love pinapples and he now KNOS that... wait opps, *knows... lol he seems to love something else... wink, wink... ;) hahaha! so i'll bring the pinapples tonight...

cheez-it time.... i think...

:P

2005-05-06T02:29:33Z

looooooosing my mind
once again

25, 25 to life.... is wat i could get.... love that song.... its about love.... love sucks, therefore i hate that song, sorry for the confusion... lol

so school is almost over...

i cant find the cd i want to listen to... taking back sunday..... i soooooooo want to listen to that music.... im so sick of the same old.... boring..... ok... so i have nothing to say, i gots me a boring life....

ad vaughn thought that bobby liked me... and i liked him i guess, but now everything's different.... and thats kinda sad..... i dont want to go to the hockey game now....

and now for a song!

Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning

I laugh when you are crying,
You say inside you're dying,
Because you gave up way too early,
Your fucking pain is so deserving...

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing

Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking off for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you

I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you

one of the faves.... Mest hence the name.....mest-up9923 duh.....

mest_up9923 @ 2005-05-02T09:54:00

2005-05-02T13:55:42Z

You scored as Rachel.

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Rachel

92%

Joey

75%

Monica

50%

Chandler

33%

Phoebe

Ross

What friends character are you?
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ok these quizes are amusing

2005-04-27T13:52:47Z

You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

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Unipolar Depression

67%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

25%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

25%

Borderline Personality Disorder

17%

Eating Disorders

Schizophrenia

Which mental disorder do you have?
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mest_up9923 @ 2005-04-27T09:48:00

2005-04-27T13:48:52Z

You scored as 6-10 years. Congratulations!You are 6-10 years old! You are a whiny little kid who thinks they are better than all the 'babies' and is longing to be the center of attention.

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6-10 years

75%

26 years and up

44%

11-14 years

44%

15-19 years

25%

20-25 years

25%

5 years and under

19%

How old are you!
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you say we're too young, btu maybe you're too old to remember...

2005-04-27T02:11:33Z

sooooooooooo.... the "o" button sticks... i hate it....

..... :)

2005-04-27T02:05:50Z

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

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Sleeping Beauty

100%

Cinderella

75%

Peter Pan

63%

The Beast

63%

Ariel

50%

Donald Duck

50%

Goofy

44%

Pinocchio

38%

Snow White

25%

Cruella De Ville

19%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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vaca~ not quite

2005-04-19T15:38:43Z

niko said i need a vacation.... yup, i do.
but i think i'm okay for a while... the situation has passed, but i'm not proud of it at all.

i have so much homework to do... i really shouldnt be writing in this LJ.... but i am and watcha gonna do?

actually im done.... bye

mest_up9923 @ 2005-04-19T11:08:00

2005-04-19T15:07:06Z

Sox Fan
You scored 27 Bostonian points!

You've been here a while, and you know the intricacies of Boston life fairly well. Like any true Bostonian, you both love and hate the place; while there are some great things here, there's also another world out there. You've lived here long enough to know how to carry yourself. The tourists on the Duck Tours amuse you. You understand why a five mile trip on the subway can take an hour. You know the only place where you can drink a Sam Adams and look at his grave. The Big Dig makes you cringe, and you'd probably hate to take a car into the city itself.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 14% on Bostonian

Link: The How Bostonian are you? Test written by gwentastic on OkCupid Free Online Dating

things

2005-04-13T13:52:52Z

And i keep tellin myself, its all high school stuff ... but its not that anymore...
i told deryl how i felt, which he basically told me he knew.... so when was he gonna tell me how i felt? caz i get very confused by all this.
but i did it, and it felt so good to get it out in the open. but it hurt getting shot down... but its not like i wasnt expecting it.

i can't help it, so i called craig... thank you so much for sayin the stuff you said.

and after that i could sleep; without crying myself to sleep. the relief of getting everything out, talking to him... its like~ i can breathe about all of this now. i dont have to think i need to catch my breath and i dont have to wonder if i'm going to bother him with my nonsence... but its not nonsence... it means something to me. and now all i have to do is find the appropriate song... :)

ok... another day...

2005-04-11T14:12:12Z

last night i was such a mess... but a new day comes a new outlook... it all depends on the song.... well, some depends on the song. like this morning i drove my dad into work so i could take the car to school and as i was driving to school the first song i heard was since you've been gone.... a loud song full of energy... and then i was like i neeeeeed to put on that cd ... caz that cd has some killer songs... like this one~ I Want to Love You Madly..... good, fun, lift your spirits kind o' song.... made me smile and sing along... lol then Stevie Wonder.... oh its a wonder, how wonderful you really are!! lol i love to sing to his voice... fun....

i left my chewy bars in deryl's van last night and that was my breakfast this morning... i didnt have breakfast this morning... not too happy bout that one!!... deryl ruined my day... lol... jkjk

i think there is something i have to do for school, and im not too sure wat it is.... i think its just research for my stupid computer apps. class... but i donno.... maybe irish lit. ..... w/e... i'll figure it out sooner er later... and if later... then its gonna be late!

i heart someone... and i've already told everyone about it.... he probably knows too, i dont know he might be clueless... like every other guy i liked... i dont kno... i think i may have mentioned him already... ;)....or maybe not.... never can tell... or maybe you can... and its not stevie wonder.... hahaha!!

the drunken girl song!! right kelsey!!? lol

It's been seven hours and fifteen days
Since you took your love away
I go out every night and sleep all day
Since you took your love away
Since you been gone I can do whatever I want
I can see whomever I choose
I can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurant
But nothing ...
I said nothing can take away these blues,
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you

It's been so lonely without you here
Like a bird without a song
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you
went to the doctor guess what he told me
Guess what he told me?
He said, girl, you better have fun
No matter what you do
But he's a fool ...
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you ...

All the flowers that you planted, mama
In the back yard
All died when you went away
I know that living with you baby was sometimes hard
But I'm willing to give it another try
'Cause nothing compares ...
Nothing compares to you
~~ *** ~~ But i still love that song....

trying to find my way the best that i kno how

2005-04-11T02:53:56Z

and you cant take away from me who i am

mest up9923: i wish i was so much smarter than i am
mest up9923: then i could have gone away to college
XUnSeenTruthX: i dont
XUnSeenTruthX: i like u here
mest up9923: :'(.... tommy... you're so sweet...
mest up9923: thank you...

i needed to hear someone say something like that...

i hate not knowing if something is gonna happen caz then i think about it too much and it all just fades away...
...feeling like I'm chasing like I'm facing myself alone...

my depressing lifehouse lyrics....

well i havent got it all figured out quite yet but
even if it takes my whole life to get to where i need to be
and if i should flall to the bottom of the end
ill be one step back to you
and tryin to find my way... tryin to find my way....

just cause it's all in your head
doesn't mean it has to be in mine
don't believe what you said
still can't get it out of my mind
I've tried to find myself an approval
I've already been there
already done that it
got me nowhere it
brought me nothing but a good place to hide in
no one to confide in now

i could add more... but i cant really see the screen ...to blury

Ryan time~ or not... lol :)

2005-04-06T14:03:00Z

my LJ about my hero, Ryan~ ummm wat to say about my hero? .... why is he my hero?... bcaz he is, thats why... lol ok i cant write about his anymore... i love you ryan!!! talk about fricken ADD... lol

i talked to craig last night, wicked good convo. i love that i can just talk to him and not worry about anything, really. i'm not really sure why, but he said that i wouldnt want to kno "wats new" but i was like, of course i want to kno wats new... im nosiy like that... lol but i'm his friend and i care and all that korny shiz. but he finally told me wats goin on, and i think that he thought that i was gonna make a big deal about it... but i didnt, im happy for him and stuff. luv ya craig!~ even thou he wont see this... haha~

last night was fricken crazy, w/ amy D.! and deryl was the only ass. there.... hahaha!! assistant.. hehehe... omg i crack myself up! and he drove me home which i could not stop laughing when i was in his car :) even thou it was only a 5 min. drive, i had a fricken blast! i luv that guy!! :) but no text messages today from him yet... lol its all good.

ew, my skin is so dry that its bleeding... it hurts so much... but icant really put lotion on it caz my skin is reacting to the stuff that i have, nad its not even smelly lotion...lol... omg... seriously.. i swear i have ADD, caz the topic changes have been, well, changing a lot... an di cant stop it!! its taking over the computer and i have no control!!

i got a message!!! lol letsssseee who it is!?... duh its gonna be deryl, caz i just text him!... letsssee anyway.....huummmm
yup its deryl... duh! haha omg he bugs me w/ the 'lol' business....... errrrrr get creative er something!! lol... lol!!

ice skating on friday!!! woohooo!!! hahaha.. w/ the youngins from MB... fun stuff man!

ya ya since you've been gone... i can breathe for the first time, i'm so movin on thanks to you now i get wat i want.... since you've gone~
so GO!!!

take your records take your freedom...

2005-04-05T02:56:35Z

hi there... :) so this week was interesting... not really but thats okay.

wednesday me and niko and lauren went to a hockey game we won!! 4-3... we're gonna go to the last game on the 17th... MB crew i love hangin out with those guys, kelly was gonna come to the game too, but i guess she had better plans... hahaha jkjk!!... the next game will be a fugding crazy time.. :) hopefully... haha...

and on a more depressing note~i guess im feelin just a lil tired of this~~ im like empty... the whole lonely thing isnt workin anymore...

and now back to you regularly scheduled surfing....